High School?

Seperti kata sahabatku : Kupikir yang namanya SMA itu adalah tempat yang dewasa.

Aku bisa mengontrol diri, belajar rajin, menjadi bijaksana. Ternyata?

Salah besar.

Lihat aja keadaan kelasku yang seringkali tak ubahnya anak SD campur pasien Menur yang nyasar ke pasar. (yah, pasar kan ada orang warasnya). Setiap hari adaa aja kehebohan yang terjadi. Mulai dari gosipan ala ibu-ibu Vicky yang kabarnya adalah lelaki, homoan anak-anak sekali-kali, teriakan maen PES bercampur soundtrack anime dan bunyi tembakan counterstrike serta musik korea yang ngebeat, skandal yang memancing perciean, guyonan absurd, tarian pramuka Fajry, suara giri FM, suara-suara gaib (eeeek, oook, tok tok tok, haw haw , suara lebah, dll), sampai kejadian bikin geger, contohnya cerita bahwa Vicky konon memiliki kelenjar susu. Dan tampaknya kami juga sama sekali mengabaikan fakta bahwa ruang sebelah adalah BK.

Aku yang kukira akan bertansformasi menjadi wanita remaja dewasa (wosos) ternyata sampai sekarang masih suka teriak2 geje, koleng di dalam kelas, berguyon absurd, nyanyi lagu anak-anak, dan ber lepra ria bareng Lolifa. Ohya, juga minum susu juara. Hng.

Dari yang saya lihat juga, sebagian besar anak kelas kami bener2 gila(bukan gila yang begituan tapi). Yah, sisanya cukup normal, tapi sedikit banyak udah kena virus gila.
Dan kami bertingkah layaknya keluarga seperkos-kosan. Atau rusun, mungkin. Lihat aja waktu AFA, dan bila ada anak yang bawa camilan enak di sekolah.

Yah, tapi...

Kalau nggak gitu, nggak seru, kan?

:)

Even if that so,
Then what?
I don't think it will be any good.
Since I can't either stop or control
my nervously jumping heart for being next to you

Nakama no Koto

Who laugh with me, 

Who stay beside me, 

Who offer their hands and shoulder, 

and support me when I'm down

. 

Hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu :)

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17-08-12 19-08-12

2 Great events are coming, and I guess you know what events :)


(1)

Tomorrow's Indonesian Independence Day!

67 Years had passed, how far have our country evolve? What have you done to contribute and make it evolve?

Well then,
Let's do our best together, and bring this nation to the glory it deserves :)

i'm also waiting for the annual independence day competitions held in the neighborhoods and schools

(2)

and also, Idul Fitri is coming.

So Ramadhan month is already ending, huh? It felt quite short, and it's quite a shame for this blissful month to end.

Anyway, since I think I won't be able to go online and say it on time, I'll say this now :

Minal Aidin wal Faidzin

(to all my moeslem fellows)

I am a human, and I'm surely full of flaws. So, forgive me, my friend, for my faults.


(( maybe that's all?))

Sincerely,

Lydia Angela

Gone

Gone, about a week ago.

and I just knew now.

and I couldn't do anything, I didn't do anything.

I can't accept this fact...



Sayonara, dear nakama.
May your soul rest in peace.


Now that you're there, maybe you have remembered me, eh?
Just so you know... I'm your friend, forever.

Jul-aye!

And actually, the title got nothing to di with the contents of this blogpost.

Awesome people are awesome, are they not? Like artists on deviantart, who are just really awesome that when I (and maybe you too) look at their creations, and I was just like "ooh" "woah" "cool" "amazing!" "soo beautiful" and etc... And makes me wonder... will I be able to be that good, too? And if yes, when will it be??

So here's some d.a artist that I admire so much for their beautiful works :

First off, photography section : (as I had promised someone)
They got some amazing shots, indeed. They oftenly appears on the most popular page, and I don't see this as something weird, for such awesome shots.

1. http://lieveheersbeestje.deviantart.com/ if u want some cutesy <3
 Apparently, 'lieveheersbeestje' means ladybug in Dutch (such difficult pronounciation =_=")
 Examples of her work :



Next up, one of my fav :

2. popoks.deviantart.com 


Yeah, I know, the username is quite awkward specially for Indonesians..but... Hey, who cares?


And this person too :

3. aoao2.deviantart.com
Creative guy :
 

You know what? After looking at their shots, I think, you sometimes need a good creativity and imagination to make enchanting shots :)
Hmmn, yeah,  I know, those were cute shots. I love cuteness...so don't blame me...

And...the main reason I came to discover such shots was, firstly, because it caugh my art sense, and secondly (please dont laugh), I think it'd look good as my powerpoint presentations's  background.

...

COME ON, DON'T YA AGREE??

Actually, there are just, like, dozens more of these awesome photographers from different genres of art, but I think I've grown tired waiting for uploads =__=


Btw, 2 days ago (30th June) was? 


It was Agnes Monica's birthday~
Btw, I am only reminded, and wanting to post this, because there was a cute video of her during the end of this week's Indonesian Idol (yeah, I watch that. What? It's kinda the only place where you can enjoy good Indonesian music, y'know. And it's quite funny at times too.)

Happy birthday! Agnes is soo cute when she was younger, and now she's transformed into such a beautiful woman. Among all Indonesian celebrity, I think she's like... the only one? Who had gotten my interest and made me into a fan of her <3


random pics of her :

 little Agnes (soo cute >< I wasn't born yet, tough...)

and now she's turned like this.

Kirei no hito, darou? ><

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Ciao!

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-end of post-

(next, I will post other awesome deviantartist too!)

Moe-con

That would describe it the best, I think. Well you see, some people are jugding me as shotacon though I will clearly deny that, because I still like some non-shota too. Like... Urm, Hibari or Gilgamesh. They're not shota, right??

But 'moe-con' here isn't K-On's type of moe. Why do I say that? Because I've seen dozens of K-On pics and haven't been thinking that they're.... that cute. No.

My type of cute for person is usually... Tsundere-y, Childish, and the likes. Because... well aren't they just cute? >///<
And those people who are kind of awkwardly, and when they awkwardly tries to blend... Its also kinda cute.
And many more, but... Well that was the common-est thing I find in my fav charas.

And my moe-con / cute-con also applies to animals and things, I guess.

These came into my mind specially after Latifa told me that.  So, yesterday,I asked her "Am I really a shotacon?"
And she answered "No, you just love every damn cute thing in the world. No matter what it is."

So... Yeah.

Urmn, that's all..?

What about you? Do you have any sort of fetish, too?


For those who are innocent, thus dunno what does these mean :
> moe-con / cute-con : Cute-lover
> fetish : having a certain thing/characteristic of person/things that you love, or in other world, in which you love everything that has that character in it


Bonus pic :

Naoto. Yeah, I still love him her.

><

eyes

sometimes,
you need eyes to believe,

but some other times,
you should believe not what your eyes had seen,

'cause everything don't always look the way it's really are

Nao-chan

So apparently Naoto is a GIRL. /whyareyousolateelaa/
Aaa >///< he's really awesome as boy, but her female side is also... SO CUTE!

Me : "Shota power as well as loli power. Naoto is perfect for pedos. (??)"

Myrna : "You love Naoto so much. So you're a pedo?"

Me : "No, I only love Naoto, not kids. Difference is, pedos love kids, not only Naoto."

Some pics about her :

>///< He- I mean she's awesome right XD

Oh, and :

In case you wanna see her female ver (which is VERY cute)

By the way, in case you haven't noticed, I changed the BG. What do you think?

What If

Question of the month :


What if I wasn't a fangirl, or well, morelikely, otaku? What would I be? What would I be doing in my spare times? How will I entertain myself?

and many more question, was (and still) swirling in my head.

Well, I came up with several possibilities, actually. Maybe I'd be a good student who could study without many, uhm, interruptions. Maybe I will spend my precious time studying for tomorrow's exam. Maybe I will not spend my money on (actually) unimportant otaku thingys. Maybe I will start liking real-life beautys, and not imagining things too impossibru.

Maybe I would become a much, more, fun girl to talk to with normal conversation, or rather a much more boring girl. Maybe my life would be much more fun, socializing with more people (normal, mostly), or maybe it would be even more boring with my unchanging socializing skill, and I'd crave for things to cease my boredom every weekend. Well, anything is possible, is it not?

Maybe I will start caring about celebritish updates. Or maybe not. Maybe I will spend my money on novels. Maybe I will save money to go to cinemas.

Maybe I would never draw like now.

But then, I wouldn't have to go all depressed knowing that drawing is so controvertial in Islam.

Well... Who knows?

btw, just a random thing I wanna share with you, but I like this pic : https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEie5FtjHHAAWzqhPnHAadHGQFqlQVaOvQMrMk-jAMc69Irh6gKk7SyTMytXXvO7h3d2pb1QeS66SDGdb2C9Yw5_qq8tsyI9D1vXiPotsUiONWv7XBrobVa0l-1vyuW9-ermh_CW37xwImA-/s1600/holygrail.jpg . Specially the mask.

err, maybe that's all.

Akubodoh

Stupidstupidstupidstupid.

Aku juga bingung, why in the world am I so stupid.

*ehmn* Jadi.

ohsemogaorangitugakakanpernahbacablogku

Lagipula, blog ku kan gak terkenal, lol.

Ohya. Jadi.

Ceritanya kemaren, aku lagi gila twitter. Mensyen mensyen ampe berjibun, ngestalk banyak orang. Padahal ya gak nganggur-nganggur amat, UAS sudah mendekat. 4 hari lagi. 4 hari lagi....
....dan aku masih desperate di fisika. Orz.

Dan sampai pada akun seorang senpai yang lagi ngepromosiin kaos Smala. Kualitas bagus. Pesannya agak lama dan harga agak mahal, tapi worth it, soalnya desainnya awesome dan sablonannya dijamin awet.Ada, sih, yang sehari jadi dan harga murah, tapi cuma buat nyupport DBL dan kualitasnya kurang bagus. Nah, jadi singkat cerita, akupun mensyen senpai itu buat pesen kaos.

Dan bodohnyaaaaa.....

Ternyata kaos itu cuma buat kelas 12, angkatan yang lulus tahun ini.

Cegek.

Facepalm. Headdesk. Tableflip. Headbang. Faceflip. and so on.

WHY AM I SO STUPID OHGODTELLMEWHY QAQ

-bloodcry- -dikeplok sandal-

dan bonus satu gambar yang bahkan gak ada hubungannya ama postingan ini...

scene yang (menurutku) sangat imut, diambil dari Pandora Hearts chapter terakhir

.....and you are asking why am I posting this?

Karena, kurasa blog ini akhir2 ini agak terlalu emo for my taste. Harus diperbaiki!

Dan sekian, abaikan aku yang mempermalukan diriku sendiri. Toh yang penting orang itu gak baca. 

Ng, semoga.

Amin.

"How about no weekends for you guys?"

Rasanya pengen demo.


Kepala sekolah baru. Misi dan visi sungguh brilian dan tinggi, namun...
Sepertinya kepala sekolah kami gak pernah merasakan ataupun memikirkan rasanya menjadi pelajar.


Dan memang, untuk beberapa hal, ia mengerti apa yang kami butuhkan, namun dalam hal lain, ia salah besar. Coba deh, sesekali dengarkan. Pendapat para pelajar Australia itu tentang pendidikan kita, misalnya. "You guys study too much things too long" or something like that, yet sekarang...


Dia mau bikin tambahan pelajaran pada hari sabtu for God knows how long dan menjadwalkan Minggu buat ekstrakulikuler. Seriously?


Kalau begitu caranya, kami bakalan munek belajar, ilmu ga masuk, wasting time. Waktu refreshing juga gak ada. Mungkin semua orang bakal mengurangi SS. Mungkin SS mengurangi kegiatan.
Semuanya jadi apatis....


So, AYO DEMO!
Atau...at least...


Smalane needs their APK NOW! Go OSIS APK, tentang itu! peroleh kembali kemerdekaan akhir Minggu!
Smalane bukan robot yang cuma butuh belajar, lho.

mau jadi apa smala nantinya...

voice

I lost my voice due to a sore throat.
Damnit.
Now I can only whisper.
or rather, be quiet and not saying anything.

well that's not really too bad
but i hope i'll get my voice back soon

what am I

Aku gak paham sama diriku sendiri.

Apa aku ramah? Penyendiri? Jahat? Cuek? Tsundere? Yandere?

Kayak anak kecil? Atau malah berpikiran dewasa?

Aku nggak tahu...

Beritahu aku, kau, temanku. Orang yang mengenalku. Karena... mengerti diri sendiri ternyata tidaklah semudah itu.

Bahkan...meski aku pun mengenalmu... aku tak dapat menjelaskan bagaimana dirimu.

Yang pasti, aku memang payah.

Round and Round, [again]

Is my life cycling back,
to how it used to be?

round and round,
i keep going in rounds,
still, no one stopped me yet

not that i hoped, or cared

...

ANNASAN JUST AWOKEN!!

OMG OMG I'M SO HAPPY BEYOND DESCRIPTION...

I hope she will be alright... hope she won't forget the important memories of her life....

Mess

Wrong here, there, everywhere.

Can't decide where to go, what to do, not sure which needs me the most, although maybe I'm not needed at all.

But it's my responsibility,

and I hope I can go pass

Hey

It's been a long time, I know. Sorry I haven't posted anything in quite a while. Sigh~

And this time..the news is...

It's about my friend, Annasan.
Well about less than a month ago she was having a surgery for something was wrong with her womb, while she was carrying a child. Yes, she was pregnant.

A week later she said that the operation was a succes, but something was wrong.
Her lungs got infected. Whoops.

So she must undergo another operation with a slight chance to survive. Me, and Nee-sama waorried half to death because after that shocking news and all her posts that sounded so desperate, she dissapeared from net up till now.

But... I'm kinda relieved that now her husband just informed that she was still alive, and baby-chan had been born (the name's Minna Xi Yuan!), altough right now she is unconscious. It's been 12 days now.

Hope she wake up soon <3

17/01/12

Hey Ya!
Hey, guess. What's today? OwO

Yep! It's my birthday XDD
The 15th, to be exact! x3

So..for today, I'd like to say thanks to all the people that brought joy to me...specially at this awesome day...^w^ thanks all for your enthusiasm, I'm really happy!!

For XenoSaga, you brought colors to my day~ Thankyou! Today was good.
I could't stop smile to creep into my lips when you congratulated me and sung me a song.
For Wina...tough that envelope and it's contain was..err...suspicious, but I'm really thankful! Thanks nee, I'll surely keep it.
And for the phone-bombers...thanks to you too nee! Tough your hundreds of message surely brought risk to my phone, i admit that it also made me happy~
And however hard I insisted the fact that i.am.not.a.baby.nor.a.lil'.kid , guess you'll always see me as one,huh?
But it's not all that bad, I guess. Thankyou, for giving me a role, a place to belong at Xenosaga, and your hearts, eventough it's as an infant~
^w^

Aand~~

Special thanks for mein bestie, boku no ichiban no nakama, Nisa-chan ^o^
Your present was awesome, ne! To be honest, maybe it's one of the best gift I have ever received? X3 anyway you made this day so special~
The fanfic you made me was really nice, I can't wait to see the continuation.
And the letter you made me...i'm flatered >///<
And that notebook is really cute~~ i'm wndering what to write on it, lol..
Thankyou! I love it very very much <3
Hope we'll be inseparable bestfriends forever! Yay~~

and of course, all of my friends~~ Thanks a lot!
You all had made this day great~~

Btw, Lalat-san, your present is in process~~~ and I hope we'll become good nakama ne ^w^ let's keep our freaky friendship bond, lol XDD

Once Again,

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Dear God,

My Birthday Wish is,

That I can still be here, in this world,

celebrating

at the next 17th January,

with the people

I love

and care

<3

Sincerely,

Lydia Angela

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Today

Hari ini aku mengalami keanehan (?)

Ada kalanya aku ngerasa kayak gak sadar...hmnn...

Contohnya, tadi waktu mau pulang sekolah, aku salah naek bemo.

Yaah, sebetulnya, aku sudah hampir naik bemo yg bener (MLK), tapi kemudian aku kepikiran sesuatu, dan akibatnya malah masuk ke bemo yg berada dibelakang bemo yg seharusnya kunaiki. Dan baru nyadar waktu bemo itu mulai menempuh jalur yg berbeda.
Untungnya, bemo itu masih sempat melewati tempat yang juga dilewati bemo MLK.

Kacau.

Terus tadi aku sempat diminta mamaku jadi 'saksi' atas suatu pembelian. Err, jadi, waktu dia pengen ngebuktiin, dia liat ke aku sambil bilang "Tadi kamu juga liat sendiri kan,la!"
Aku gak ngerasa liat. Jadi kubilang "Lho aku gak ikut mbayar/nerima."
Dan mamaku marah besar, gara2nya aku gak perhaatian dan ngurusi awake dewe (semacam itulah)

Err

Yasudahlah. Mungkin hanya itu.

Hope for the best of me!

-ela-

Circle

Just running in circle, circle, circle, I know I wont meet any end but still... I hope you will be the one that stop me.

tough i know..its a false dream. It's just like jumping off a building and hoping that someone would catch me.

Impossible thing.

well

Maybe not.

just maybe

err, award?

got tagged by Nisa-chan :)
It's my first blog tag, btw~
Aand...well thankyou for the award tag,

Thankyou ne <3

and then..now..time to pass it on, ne? tough im not sure who am I going to pass this onto :( oh wells the rules are :

• Thank the person who nominated you and give their blog a shout out on your blog with a link to their blog.
  
• Share 7 random facts about yourself.
• Send on the award to 15 bloggers whose blog you appreciate and then let them know that they have won the award.

Soo..here i come with the random facts~~

A quick image made with photoscape..

Now...the tags.
I am really lazy to tag, actually >,> but then..here are some blogs of my friends that deserves the award.. uhmn
Lalat | Lara | Aca | Rifqi  | Connie | Leah | Chiara-san | AkXen (many awesome blog links on the sides :) )

Uhmn, sorry for the laziness.. I wanna tag everyone but i ran out of time :(
and..I know u tagged me another post, but later! Gotta go now for homework (damn)

That's all for todays post, see you!

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Oii ^^ long time no see~
I have passed New Year without even a single post, sorry! I didn't do anything special on New Year aniway. My sis had her engagement party right on January 1st, so we were kinda busy before and after it. Anyway, congrats to her!

Many ...umn, events, had happened in the past few weeks. The lastest was my class's KTS.. well... to explain it, I guess you can say it's kind of hangout together with the entire class in the end of the semester for some refreshing. It was really fun !
First we gathered at the foodcourt while waiting. Then, we bought cinema tickets (the movie was Mission Impossible 4, a great one! :D). We also went to 'Misteri Gedung Tua' , it was some kind of those haunted house plays you find on amusement parks, but this time they're opening it in the mall. It was quite scary, to tell ya the truth. The ghosts were real people, and they run after you when you pass the room.

It was fun, guys. Thanks a lot :) too bad 6 ppl couldnt come, tough..

---
at facebook chat 
Hazmi : "..mau nang rumah hantu mbati, cak."
Me       : "Lapo'o? Kon ngeraba2 setane ta?"
Hazmi : "Gak, tapi arek wedoke keweden nyekel tanganku."
Me       : -_-"
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Aaand! I went to a religious discussion, and it was really interesting. Latifa was the one who asked me along. But..the thing caught my mind at my first meeting was... the tentor said..

"Ela lemah lembut, ya."


...


HE SAID I WAS LEMAH LEMBUT OAO
Which in english means, I was really gentle and lady-like. OMG DO I RLY GIVE THT KIND OF IMPRESSION??

Lool, it was a shock, and I burst out laughing. I think that tentor had changed his opinion by the end of the discussion, tough.

We'll continue the discussion tomorrow. Hmn, i'm looking foward ;)

Guess that's all from me nao, ne? See you around!

Oh, and

What's your New Year resolution? :)

Have an awesome year!