I can't even pin my fingers on when was the last time I checked on this blog.
Was it really the writer's block intense pressure, or...?
I don't know. My life had taken a series of turns since then. Things came, things go. I weep, I let go. I frown, I smile. Nothing is constant, and life keeps giving you surprises and disappointment, but in the end I just gotta accept it all. We all do.
Me? I just have to look closely into the small crumples of flowers, the patterns formed between the falling leaves, the whispers slowly delivered by the calm evening wind as I close my eyes, enjoying the long ride home. I just have to feel the beauty, the magnificence of it all. How it all feel marvelous--how my problems seem to shrink before it.
And if that's not enough, I just gotta watch as my little sister laughed. My mother smiled, my father joked around with little children who once in a while would cross the road just before the door. I just have to see, and feel, and understand, that there's always so much things to be grateful about, so many things that clearly speak of the magnificence of life, and the beauty of everyday, and also... so many people that you should have not let pass, should not take for granted.
Love them back, cherish them as they would to you. Keep them safe, pray for their happiness.
And there would be nothing for you to complain about.
-Ela-
