Still a Wonderland

I feel like my life's falling apart in front of me

I hope it's just my negative thinking.

It's not like it's never fell apart before though...

I just gotta rebuild it.

I'll take this numbness as a goodness, maybe it's my way of being strong all those times?

It will be okay!

I can do everything!

Someday I will turn the tables around, too!

Someday...

Butterfly

fluttered around
it found a rose
a lavender
a geranium
sniffing around,
picking up pollens,
dropping as it landed on a sunflower.

in the end, no seed sprang out

the butterfly, of course, didn't know

or it did, but it could help but to get disturbingly attracted
to the colors of the world

by larin_nickolay.deviantart.com