Imagine
You're in front of the dark lord,
your weak wand in hand.
Big chance to die in ten seconds
One spell, one scream, is all it takes
to make someone twenty meters away come to your aid.
But will you risk their lives,
Not knowing if they can handle it?
Will you make them risk their lives? Suck out their life essence, for a very small chance of victory?
What if you both get killed in the act? Will you forgive yourself?



which is what I feel right now.
I want to call out so bad, to tell them that I'm scared and I don't know if I can make it.
I want to cry out and tell someone I'm so tired, and hear them say that everything will be alright... and to know that it will be.
But this burden is so heavy... I'm not sure I wan't anyone to shoulder it.
I know it, I'm making my own life so much more complicated, but what can I do?
I keep telling myself, I have to make it. Then I can bring people I love into my life without risking their happiness.

makes no sense, but...

I hope it's not too late by the time I make it.
And I can still find it.
My own happiness.

restless

Lately I've been so restless... maybe because I have too much to do? Or what? I don't know...

I just..can't seem to calm down.

Ungh

so long

It's amazing how your life can change in such short period of time.
I have so many funny experiences to tell, but I don't know where to start.
Maybe next time. I'll relive this blog again.

Btw, Have a doodle~

someone told me

''It's alright to let out your feelings, what you really think.
It's okay to reveal yourself. It's okay to get cheesy sometimes'

''Nah. This is enough for me''

i miss missing you

Have you ever feel like

you want to talk to Allah, but you can't since you're on your period?

I've been forgetting him a lot as of late, him and many others

and suddenly the fog lifted before me and I feel really guilty and sad and scared about it

but can do nothing.

Dear You,

I miss missing you.

Please forgive me... and remind me always. Aamiin.

Crispy Puns

Holy
(comic gonna be released soon)

When a story is incomplete, it has a holy plot.

Mayday, Mayday, our sergeant had been shot and now he's a holy man.

 /patroling an old building/
Soldier A : Don't go into that room! That is a holy space.
Soldier B : Huh? What are you talking abo--AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!

/screams sound in the background/
Soldier C : (looking into binoculars) Holy Shit!
Soldier D : huh? What's wrong!
Soldier C : See this. (hands over binocular)
Soldier D : ...ah. Who shot through the horse droppings?

Soldier X : Aaaagh, captain!
Cap'n       : What happened to you, soldiers?
Soldier Y :W-we met a holy person!
Cap'n       : Who-- /sees sundel bolong/ AAAAAAHH!!

Weird Puns

There's a weirdo who befriends weirdoes and does weird things.
But weirdoes he goes if he's a weirdo?
He goes to the weirdrobes and meet Aslan, a relative of weirwoods.

Real Life Puns

A group of gorillas are called a band; thus the band name 'Gorillaz'
And a group of baboons are called a congress.

Cat

''Y'know when a cat is hurt it either says mi-aw or me-ow.''
''That's furry stupid''

As of late me and my friend had been sharing crispy puns. We cannot stop. XD

These are the most recent ones that I remember.

Palettes

I was checking out all my accounts on every site
And damn I've not updated in two months

Yet it's 2 in the morning and idk what to write.
So.... yeah. Recently I've been crazy with doodle arts and color palettes. Idk what for but yeah~
Just for the sake of making entries :D

 

Lastest one! Sokka from Avatar : The Last Airbender :3 he's my fav chara from the show.
True, he's the fool of the group but not just any fool. He's actually very awesome when he’s not being silly. I discussed about it with my friend and I came up with the headcannon that he acts silly due to his rough childhood. He’s just used to cheering up his dad and most of all his sister–he can’t let himself be gloomy or sad. His combat skills is also awesome although he can’t bend anything. Plus, he’s actually super smart. (all the plans in the movie were mostly made by Soka)

Made inspired by Sherina Munaf's song 'Sing Your Mind' 
The lyrics, her voice, the album cover--it all just got to me ><

Just Aria :3 my OC

Me?

Well...this is.. just see the caption at alydicea.tumblr.com

Made a failed attempt of drawing Jack Frost =w= I love Jack Frost btw.

My Mekakucity personification made for an event.
My supposed power is 'Kingmaker', which is seeing the full potential of someone/something, and sometimes help to direct their way into it.It's more effective in someone who's destined to do greater things.

Random doodle ><

Lastly it's Choco in a new outfit design :3 yeeey

 Well, that's it I guess.
The colors are all weird, but hope it pleased your eyes :3 Which do you like best?

Critique is welcomed XD

So...yeah.

See ya!