Somehow, I often stumble upon secrets I'm not supposed to know

Things people kept so tightly bound that you'd never even guess.

At first, I hated it. Often times they are against everything I believed it. They destroyed my rose-rimmed view of the world, of the people I love. I didn't want to know, I'd rather not know.

Sometimes I lied to my self, convincing that it was just a mistake. But then absolute prove slaps me in the face.

Nowadays... sometimes I;m not even surprised anymore.
And seeing them conjure the prettiest lie about it...

I laugh. It gets funny.

Nowadays, my beautiful wonderland has transformed anyway. So I thought, maybe, it is better that I know.
Because if you look at it from a different view...it makes life much more enjoyable. Entertaining.

I don't look through rose-rimmed canvas anymore.
I guess, nowadays I'm looking into a screen--or a book page--instead.