Gone

Gone, about a week ago.

and I just knew now.

and I couldn't do anything, I didn't do anything.

I can't accept this fact...



Sayonara, dear nakama.
May your soul rest in peace.


Now that you're there, maybe you have remembered me, eh?
Just so you know... I'm your friend, forever.

Jul-aye!

And actually, the title got nothing to di with the contents of this blogpost.

Awesome people are awesome, are they not? Like artists on deviantart, who are just really awesome that when I (and maybe you too) look at their creations, and I was just like "ooh" "woah" "cool" "amazing!" "soo beautiful" and etc... And makes me wonder... will I be able to be that good, too? And if yes, when will it be??

So here's some d.a artist that I admire so much for their beautiful works :

First off, photography section : (as I had promised someone)
They got some amazing shots, indeed. They oftenly appears on the most popular page, and I don't see this as something weird, for such awesome shots.

1. http://lieveheersbeestje.deviantart.com/ if u want some cutesy <3
 Apparently, 'lieveheersbeestje' means ladybug in Dutch (such difficult pronounciation =_=")
 Examples of her work :



Next up, one of my fav :

2. popoks.deviantart.com 


Yeah, I know, the username is quite awkward specially for Indonesians..but... Hey, who cares?


And this person too :

3. aoao2.deviantart.com
Creative guy :
 

You know what? After looking at their shots, I think, you sometimes need a good creativity and imagination to make enchanting shots :)
Hmmn, yeah,  I know, those were cute shots. I love cuteness...so don't blame me...

And...the main reason I came to discover such shots was, firstly, because it caugh my art sense, and secondly (please dont laugh), I think it'd look good as my powerpoint presentations's  background.

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COME ON, DON'T YA AGREE??

Actually, there are just, like, dozens more of these awesome photographers from different genres of art, but I think I've grown tired waiting for uploads =__=


Btw, 2 days ago (30th June) was? 


It was Agnes Monica's birthday~
Btw, I am only reminded, and wanting to post this, because there was a cute video of her during the end of this week's Indonesian Idol (yeah, I watch that. What? It's kinda the only place where you can enjoy good Indonesian music, y'know. And it's quite funny at times too.)

Happy birthday! Agnes is soo cute when she was younger, and now she's transformed into such a beautiful woman. Among all Indonesian celebrity, I think she's like... the only one? Who had gotten my interest and made me into a fan of her <3


random pics of her :

 little Agnes (soo cute >< I wasn't born yet, tough...)

and now she's turned like this.

Kirei no hito, darou? ><

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Ciao!

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-end of post-

(next, I will post other awesome deviantartist too!)

Moe-con

That would describe it the best, I think. Well you see, some people are jugding me as shotacon though I will clearly deny that, because I still like some non-shota too. Like... Urm, Hibari or Gilgamesh. They're not shota, right??

But 'moe-con' here isn't K-On's type of moe. Why do I say that? Because I've seen dozens of K-On pics and haven't been thinking that they're.... that cute. No.

My type of cute for person is usually... Tsundere-y, Childish, and the likes. Because... well aren't they just cute? >///<
And those people who are kind of awkwardly, and when they awkwardly tries to blend... Its also kinda cute.
And many more, but... Well that was the common-est thing I find in my fav charas.

And my moe-con / cute-con also applies to animals and things, I guess.

These came into my mind specially after Latifa told me that.  So, yesterday,I asked her "Am I really a shotacon?"
And she answered "No, you just love every damn cute thing in the world. No matter what it is."

So... Yeah.

Urmn, that's all..?

What about you? Do you have any sort of fetish, too?


For those who are innocent, thus dunno what does these mean :
> moe-con / cute-con : Cute-lover
> fetish : having a certain thing/characteristic of person/things that you love, or in other world, in which you love everything that has that character in it


Bonus pic :

Naoto. Yeah, I still love him her.

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eyes

sometimes,
you need eyes to believe,

but some other times,
you should believe not what your eyes had seen,

'cause everything don't always look the way it's really are

Nao-chan

So apparently Naoto is a GIRL. /whyareyousolateelaa/
Aaa >///< he's really awesome as boy, but her female side is also... SO CUTE!

Me : "Shota power as well as loli power. Naoto is perfect for pedos. (??)"

Myrna : "You love Naoto so much. So you're a pedo?"

Me : "No, I only love Naoto, not kids. Difference is, pedos love kids, not only Naoto."

Some pics about her :

>///< He- I mean she's awesome right XD

Oh, and :

In case you wanna see her female ver (which is VERY cute)

By the way, in case you haven't noticed, I changed the BG. What do you think?

What If

Question of the month :


What if I wasn't a fangirl, or well, morelikely, otaku? What would I be? What would I be doing in my spare times? How will I entertain myself?

and many more question, was (and still) swirling in my head.

Well, I came up with several possibilities, actually. Maybe I'd be a good student who could study without many, uhm, interruptions. Maybe I will spend my precious time studying for tomorrow's exam. Maybe I will not spend my money on (actually) unimportant otaku thingys. Maybe I will start liking real-life beautys, and not imagining things too impossibru.

Maybe I would become a much, more, fun girl to talk to with normal conversation, or rather a much more boring girl. Maybe my life would be much more fun, socializing with more people (normal, mostly), or maybe it would be even more boring with my unchanging socializing skill, and I'd crave for things to cease my boredom every weekend. Well, anything is possible, is it not?

Maybe I will start caring about celebritish updates. Or maybe not. Maybe I will spend my money on novels. Maybe I will save money to go to cinemas.

Maybe I would never draw like now.

But then, I wouldn't have to go all depressed knowing that drawing is so controvertial in Islam.

Well... Who knows?

btw, just a random thing I wanna share with you, but I like this pic : https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEie5FtjHHAAWzqhPnHAadHGQFqlQVaOvQMrMk-jAMc69Irh6gKk7SyTMytXXvO7h3d2pb1QeS66SDGdb2C9Yw5_qq8tsyI9D1vXiPotsUiONWv7XBrobVa0l-1vyuW9-ermh_CW37xwImA-/s1600/holygrail.jpg . Specially the mask.

err, maybe that's all.

Akubodoh

Stupidstupidstupidstupid.

Aku juga bingung, why in the world am I so stupid.

*ehmn* Jadi.

ohsemogaorangitugakakanpernahbacablogku

Lagipula, blog ku kan gak terkenal, lol.

Ohya. Jadi.

Ceritanya kemaren, aku lagi gila twitter. Mensyen mensyen ampe berjibun, ngestalk banyak orang. Padahal ya gak nganggur-nganggur amat, UAS sudah mendekat. 4 hari lagi. 4 hari lagi....
....dan aku masih desperate di fisika. Orz.

Dan sampai pada akun seorang senpai yang lagi ngepromosiin kaos Smala. Kualitas bagus. Pesannya agak lama dan harga agak mahal, tapi worth it, soalnya desainnya awesome dan sablonannya dijamin awet.Ada, sih, yang sehari jadi dan harga murah, tapi cuma buat nyupport DBL dan kualitasnya kurang bagus. Nah, jadi singkat cerita, akupun mensyen senpai itu buat pesen kaos.

Dan bodohnyaaaaa.....

Ternyata kaos itu cuma buat kelas 12, angkatan yang lulus tahun ini.

Cegek.

Facepalm. Headdesk. Tableflip. Headbang. Faceflip. and so on.

WHY AM I SO STUPID OHGODTELLMEWHY QAQ

-bloodcry- -dikeplok sandal-

dan bonus satu gambar yang bahkan gak ada hubungannya ama postingan ini...

scene yang (menurutku) sangat imut, diambil dari Pandora Hearts chapter terakhir

.....and you are asking why am I posting this?

Karena, kurasa blog ini akhir2 ini agak terlalu emo for my taste. Harus diperbaiki!

Dan sekian, abaikan aku yang mempermalukan diriku sendiri. Toh yang penting orang itu gak baca. 

Ng, semoga.

Amin.