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Oii ^^ long time no see~
I have passed New Year without even a single post, sorry! I didn't do anything special on New Year aniway. My sis had her engagement party right on January 1st, so we were kinda busy before and after it. Anyway, congrats to her!

Many ...umn, events, had happened in the past few weeks. The lastest was my class's KTS.. well... to explain it, I guess you can say it's kind of hangout together with the entire class in the end of the semester for some refreshing. It was really fun !
First we gathered at the foodcourt while waiting. Then, we bought cinema tickets (the movie was Mission Impossible 4, a great one! :D). We also went to 'Misteri Gedung Tua' , it was some kind of those haunted house plays you find on amusement parks, but this time they're opening it in the mall. It was quite scary, to tell ya the truth. The ghosts were real people, and they run after you when you pass the room.

It was fun, guys. Thanks a lot :) too bad 6 ppl couldnt come, tough..

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at facebook chat 
Hazmi : "..mau nang rumah hantu mbati, cak."
Me       : "Lapo'o? Kon ngeraba2 setane ta?"
Hazmi : "Gak, tapi arek wedoke keweden nyekel tanganku."
Me       : -_-"
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Aaand! I went to a religious discussion, and it was really interesting. Latifa was the one who asked me along. But..the thing caught my mind at my first meeting was... the tentor said..

"Ela lemah lembut, ya."


...


HE SAID I WAS LEMAH LEMBUT OAO
Which in english means, I was really gentle and lady-like. OMG DO I RLY GIVE THT KIND OF IMPRESSION??

Lool, it was a shock, and I burst out laughing. I think that tentor had changed his opinion by the end of the discussion, tough.

We'll continue the discussion tomorrow. Hmn, i'm looking foward ;)

Guess that's all from me nao, ne? See you around!

Oh, and

What's your New Year resolution? :)

Have an awesome year!

Mother

Today is Indonesian mother's day ^w^ for any Indonesian readers, have you done anything for your mom?

Well, maybe , ANY thing we could ever do in our life, would NEVER be able to repay everything our mother had given to us but... it's not a bad thing to show them some appreciation, altough it means almost nothing if faced with what she had given us.

Mom, Thanks for Everything. Sorry for all the troubles i have given you. I love you <3

never leave me <3

i wonder

i wonder
if they care about me just as much as i do about them
i wonder

i wonder
if they also see me as something precious
if they would miss me
if they were happy having me around
i wonder

i wonder
how do i look in their eyes?
am i so meaningless in their everyday life?
do they listen to my sayings,
and care about it as much as i do?

i wonder
what am i
to them

but now
i think i hate them

Complication

"kagirinaku hirogaru masshiro na ashita ni 
nani o egaku ?"


Tomorrow is like an empty canvas that extends endlessly...
what should I sketch on it?


"genjitsu ga someyuku makkura na ashita ni 
nani o egaku ?"


Reality began to stain the canvas black.
What should I draw?


"mogakikagayaku"


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really in love with this song right now
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Crash

I just got hit by a motorcycle.

Well, it happened today afterschool, when I was crossing the road. Tough when I looked left and right, I only saw a big truck and a car with a fair distance (which was why I crossed it in the first place). But I just crossed halfways when that motorcycle hit me. I think it was overtaking the big truck with full speed without realizing that I was crossing the street in front of the truck. Uh, well...

Fortunately, I wasnt badly injured. Just some scratches and bruises on my feet. The motorcycle rider's wounds were worse than me. (poor him) But he drove me home anyway (i couldnt really walk properly). People were very kind, too. They helped us after the crash.

Maybe that's all the news from me for now. See you!

-just an indo-tan's pic i found, really like it! ><-

Guna Pangkat dan Jabatan

Baru-baru ini, aku dapet masalah (lagi). Dan, dalam rangkaian cerita itu (halah), aku sempat diancam-ancam oleh seseorang yang memiliki pangkat di kemiliteran.

'Saya ini, begini-begini punya pangkat lho!"

Dikira takut kali, ya?

Lhaterus, kalo punya pangkat, mau apa? Bukannya dia juga yang paling tau apa akibatnya menyalahgunakan pangkat, apalagi dia kan aparat pemerintahan?

Emang masih jaman, menggertak cara begitu?

Atau, hukum memang sudah rusak?

Neverending

Unluckiness kept happening in my life, day after day, hour after hour.

From the simplest things like getting my head bumped to a desk, losing some pencils and pens, until losing my valuable things.

Like, losing my phone in the other day. Or money.

Uh, well, it keeps on happening everyday.

Now, my phone's error, just when i was about to send some songs into it.

And...my daily life.. I guess I'll just let it flow boringly, trying to be a good student.

And... I hope i have my way.