Mother

Today is Indonesian mother's day ^w^ for any Indonesian readers, have you done anything for your mom?

Well, maybe , ANY thing we could ever do in our life, would NEVER be able to repay everything our mother had given to us but... it's not a bad thing to show them some appreciation, altough it means almost nothing if faced with what she had given us.

Mom, Thanks for Everything. Sorry for all the troubles i have given you. I love you <3

never leave me <3

i wonder

i wonder
if they care about me just as much as i do about them
i wonder

i wonder
if they also see me as something precious
if they would miss me
if they were happy having me around
i wonder

i wonder
how do i look in their eyes?
am i so meaningless in their everyday life?
do they listen to my sayings,
and care about it as much as i do?

i wonder
what am i
to them

but now
i think i hate them

Complication

"kagirinaku hirogaru masshiro na ashita ni 
nani o egaku ?"


Tomorrow is like an empty canvas that extends endlessly...
what should I sketch on it?


"genjitsu ga someyuku makkura na ashita ni 
nani o egaku ?"


Reality began to stain the canvas black.
What should I draw?


"mogakikagayaku"


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really in love with this song right now
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Crash

I just got hit by a motorcycle.

Well, it happened today afterschool, when I was crossing the road. Tough when I looked left and right, I only saw a big truck and a car with a fair distance (which was why I crossed it in the first place). But I just crossed halfways when that motorcycle hit me. I think it was overtaking the big truck with full speed without realizing that I was crossing the street in front of the truck. Uh, well...

Fortunately, I wasnt badly injured. Just some scratches and bruises on my feet. The motorcycle rider's wounds were worse than me. (poor him) But he drove me home anyway (i couldnt really walk properly). People were very kind, too. They helped us after the crash.

Maybe that's all the news from me for now. See you!

-just an indo-tan's pic i found, really like it! ><-

Guna Pangkat dan Jabatan

Baru-baru ini, aku dapet masalah (lagi). Dan, dalam rangkaian cerita itu (halah), aku sempat diancam-ancam oleh seseorang yang memiliki pangkat di kemiliteran.

'Saya ini, begini-begini punya pangkat lho!"

Dikira takut kali, ya?

Lhaterus, kalo punya pangkat, mau apa? Bukannya dia juga yang paling tau apa akibatnya menyalahgunakan pangkat, apalagi dia kan aparat pemerintahan?

Emang masih jaman, menggertak cara begitu?

Atau, hukum memang sudah rusak?

Neverending

Unluckiness kept happening in my life, day after day, hour after hour.

From the simplest things like getting my head bumped to a desk, losing some pencils and pens, until losing my valuable things.

Like, losing my phone in the other day. Or money.

Uh, well, it keeps on happening everyday.

Now, my phone's error, just when i was about to send some songs into it.

And...my daily life.. I guess I'll just let it flow boringly, trying to be a good student.

And... I hope i have my way.

Mencari Jejak Akxen di Buku Kenangan Spensa

-another indonesian entry this time >w>-

Halo.

Well. Jadi.

Ya, sesuai dengan judulnya. Hari (sepertinya) selasa kemarin, saat aku lagi galau gara2 tumpukan tugas, saat lagi stress mikirin ulangan, dan lagi menggila.... Tiba2 ngeliat sebuah buku ijo berukuran sedang ada di meja belajar. Dan akupun mengambilnya

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Dan inilah dia. Bagi mantan arga spensa, apa kalian mengingatnya?? Buku kenangan laknat ini =w=''

dan lalu...tiba tiba aja penasaran, gimana ya foto anak2 akxen di buku kenangan dulu? Jadi, perburuan pun dimulai. Dan yang pertama kali kutemukan adalah... :

Ilham Misbahudin. Udin. Dan dulunya dia dipanggil 'penyok'.

Foto ini.. yah, sungguh Udin sekali(?). Bajunya juga So Young sekali *halah. Ternyata, dulu Udin itu dari kelas 9 B...

Selanjutnya :

Ah, Atmaja. Tawamu disini lepas sekali, nak. Jadinya unyu (?) deh. Kayak boneka pedobear (?) #salah

Atmaja ternyata dulunya kelas 9 F, sekelas ama yang satu ini nih.

...

Latifa. Satu kata yang bisa kuucapkan saat liat ini ; ngapaiin??

 Nunggu durian jatuh kah? Malaikat Jibril kah? Atau malah nunggu tai burung jatuh dari langit?

Entahlah. Mungkin aja dia malah lagi doa.

Balik lagi kelas, melototin foto2 orang tak dikenal satu persatu. Dan akhirnya aku nemu :

Wee, Angga, si hatikuu.. Posemu as innocent as ever. 

Dan, quote-mu kok... = =''

Btw, Angga ada di kelas 9 SBI A. Katanya sih sekelas ama Rian. Tapi..kok aku ga nemu foto Rian ya. (saknoe)

NEXT! iiiissssh~~

Foto kelasnya TUBEZ! xDD Ini foto kelas favoritku (setelah foto kelas aksel, tentunya :P). Temanya yaitu criminal. Dan disitu aku nemu mbak Bos....

..... sebagai maling sandal. Dengan rambutnya yang bagaikan dora dewasa (?) dan cengiran malingnya itu.  Jadi, mulai sekarang, lebih baik ati2 ya kalo bawa sandal di deket tika... *bercanda, peace tik..*

Tika itu dulu sekelas sama Rizki btw... 

si teroris yang nggak mirip teroris. Dan... entahlah, anda bisa lihat sendiri.

Lanjut ke 9 SBI C, yang berisi 2 makhluk xenosaga lain....

*hening sejenak*

Well, yep, ini our beloved, pretty, slow Avi. Dan dia gak pake kerudung dan dia rambutnya ternyata begitu dan dia unyu banget aaaa~~~~

ehm

dan

satu lagi dari mayora  kelas SBIC :

Fadhlur, sang Daddy sekaligus anakkuu(?)~~~

Tapi, wajahmu sinis sekali disini nak. Tapi kul kok. (?)

Dan aku Loncat ke album terakhir. Yap, benar. Album tercintaku, Album kelas AxiEight !!! ><

AND THAAAATS AALL~~~ xDD SEE YOU ON MAH NEXT ENTRY!!

... 

eh, apa?

Gambarku mana?

Oh, gambarku hanyalah ilusi >,> *dibunuh*

*kabur*